Songs that are Pictures from the Soul

I asked a psychic for a guidance and He never failed me in the past, he told me that in the middle of february I will find someone who can help me and pull over to a new beginning or should we say, a banner year.

I kept it hidden and how excited I was as time goes by I wanted to fast forward to february, instead I was met with misfortune and mishaps,kept thinking maybe another person closer to you, someone you know but not close enough to be your best friend just cancelled that series of event that will unfold something great in my life.

Or a negative force just blocked something in your path.. I really don’t know if it is possible, but based through my experience with a lot of opportunity passed by, maybe there is someone provides to be your catalyst

Some say we’re born with a third eye, but rather been closed for some purposes maybe not to open doors to the other world. I might tend to agree.

But there are advantages when you open your third eye, increased intuition and more sensitve to good and bad energies from humans, plants and even animals

actually I have an increased sensitivity with cats and dogs, my friend is shocked why his dog doesn’t bark at me, I don’t know. maybe this is what they call the telephaty? even with flowers and trees. they shake when I ask some stupid question! hahaha

I attended a Seminar called the Kundalani : Opening the Third Eye for a month in the year 2006, it teaches the proper meditation and balances of the aura to live a better life, it’s kinda scary at first or maybe for some it’s an occultism but it’s not. they say after you reach the enlightenment or Nirvana the third eye will be opened.

I know for some reason I experienced a tingling sensation in my forehead and in my body. that’s when I know there is progress. the guru said that I’ll be sensitive with the energies of the universe, telephatically I can comunicate with my subconsious, He also said that you will try to attract the same aura or wavelength in order to form something harmonous.

For the past year, with so many people I encountered I never trust my instict or my intiution, I met people with whom had a bad vibration I still keep on befriending them at the end my intution was right. they only provide negative energies and bad vibes besides for him being boastful as they are. he’s a jerk and an asshole.

My dad used to say ” I don’t know what’s your secret but how do you manage to keep friends within the circle” I didn’t answered that, but I kept to myself that maybe when you do positive things the universe responds to the positive feelings you emit, therefore you attract them. I met friends who are strangers, mostly strangers with barriers, so I start with a good communication and finally if there’s a time where walls needed to be broken, it’s the time to start a good relationship or friendship.I just don’t know how the universe works but that’s it

I also met people on the on the cyberuniverse which is quite extraoridnary, I don’t know where to start a conversation but some really break the wall down, I’m so happy with that, but some I tried unsucessfully to break the communication barrier, sometimes I asked myself do I need to be a rock and roll star? *Insert sarcasm here *

This secret that I have kept for 30 years, Music has a way to communicate with me. call me crazy but I don’t know why. when my subconcious triggers a music that I heard before, I tried to search and there’s that gut feeling it has a meaning for someone or way ahead of my life. it never failed. I never give time to find out and ignored it most of the time, but there are times I would say. hmmmm the music is right. it’s not being sulk or depressed but I don’t know. it communicates like a wide range telephaty lol

I never use “aura reading” on people, but when I met someone personal, I can read something about him/her. because I would be rated judgemental. instead I kept it to myself. sometimes when I feel something wrong, I try not to avoid, I still find ways to know more about that person, and at the end. the intuition was right.

Opening the third eye has it’s advantages, still, people change or better yet people may give some good impression that they can fake their aura. but no. they can’t

Staring at the clock 2:41am and 9 percent battery on iPad is not a pretty picture to type a blog, It’s seems that I just can’t sleep

We had a long conversation with my neighbor earlier about the past and most especially friends and families, maybe I was naive enough to think what Circle of friends are.

Some maybe your drinking buddies, friends in a specific category or maybe someone who earns money from you (yes, that’s his term)

He knows my family very well, he told me that I adopted my father’s view on friends, someone who does not care about money, simple things to do just to have fun. Not choosy with the place and the people, but there’s a contrasting view that I adopted with my mom, I easily get bored and wants to go alone or stay at home.

There will come a time that friends come and go, they will start a new career or family, so maybe I’m the one who left behind, kept thinking a new ways to find a new circle of friends. But still the heart might be in other places or time, there will come a time that each of us will be united and still feels what happend to us is a Test of Time

A psychic approached my neighbor in early days and said ” you will never be successful in life, people around you will use you into their advantage” sounds like a strong statement for him, thus the story became true, all of his friends got lucky and became millionaire, deep inside he had that felling of regret and question the universe of his purpose

I am a strong believer in Destiny, but our Choices might change something else in our lives

I also had a friend who asked me this “what is your skill? In order to gain friends you have that specific skill to show it to me sometimes” deep inside I know he will overpower me and use that skill to fill his void to fill something that is empty in him.

I believe God gave me to connect people with my creativeness. My purpose is that the universe gave me a skill to inspire, most especially with music and wisdom, I also believe that we, humans are formed with a perfect circle, in which we contribute our talent not to overpower each other but to form something so magical to our Universe, money is secondary. But being with it as a team

To end of the last conversation, my neighbor said that with all the people he had helped, someday he might help him too, In life I don’t expect something in return, even if that’s my children, fullfilling my purpose or Destiny is the only way to achieve that happiness, because that’s what the Universe has created you, even if you’re like a sacrificial lamb waiting to be eaten by foxes (ok thats a joke)

Shit! 4% battery life

I don’t know about that, when some F***KED Up things happened People will say oh ” S***T Happens all the time” I mean Seriously? do we have to accept that our lives are full of bad vibes and we learn to laugh about it? SERIOUSLY?

February has not been a good month for me, First day I dreamed about my mom died, 2 weeks later a close family friend dreamed the same thing. then for another week, I was down with sore throat and fever that I try to manage my work and my life and yes People say that “S**T Happens all the time” Seriously?!

Recently my 2nd floor neighbor fixed something and blew a pipe, the next morning, water poured in our living room and got my cellphone wet ( yes, sad to say it’s a Blackberry) I was angry, I was pissed and people say “Hey, S**T Happens all the time” with all the trauma, I was forced to use a Black and white cellphone, Still I kept myself sane with Boxing and I feel good. but no, I think S**T Doesn’t Happen All Time If We’re Careful!”

A Psychic Friend told me that February will be a “banner year” for me when it comes to romance? again?! I mean Seriously? though I’m not expecting but I realized that I needed that love and care, This maybe one of the darkest months has been in my life, maybe I’m waiting for someone to shed that light, I think it opened my eyes and my feelings that I wanted “Love” but yeah. I was taken for granted, Oh Well. S***T Happens all the time, so i guess my psychic friend maybe wrong, but for now it opened my heart even more for another love to enter. I knew I had to forget something that I thought it will be. sorry for ranting the time now is 4am and I can’t sleep

I wrote “Eternal Love” http://soundcloud.com/omnidice/eternal-love for the moment that I feel that Love may come in my life, maybe just an illusion that was back in my head, living in a fantasy that someone will save me, I told my producer friend that I’m not ready to sing this song because I know it’s a lie. I haven’t found the Woman. It’s hard for me to bring the emotion out if this is not true. 

I can easily sing this song rather than “Eternal Love” Hahaha

Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZpUYjpKg9KY&ob=av2e